Day 7-8

Day 7: 9 Dec

Today we went Chatuchak weekend market!! 
On the 40 mins van ride, I was day dreaming. I felt stress or rather I don't feel excited or good on a sunday. Going to shopping somemore. I just miss my family. Of course my grandma, worried whether she is okay satying alone at home. And my dad who complaint about his joints pain ytd. He was sick and took leave to rest at home. *sigh* what can I do..... Feel like crying while having all these thoughts in my mind. Other than homesickness, I am quite worried my work here for the following 3 months. I need to catch concept fast, be super super super super super super super independent and overcome the language barrier here. I felt like there is this BIG HUGE stone on my body and make me suffocate. I can't breathe properly. I just very very scared, what if I do something wrong, what if I don't know this don't know that. What if the world really ending. LOL. Ok, this one extra. 

We reached while I was still day dreaming. Haha. Ok, it is a BIG weekend market. Something like my hometown pasar pagi? But maybe 30 times bigger than that LOL! We shopped for clothing and get tired after walking for 2-3 hrs. Decided to head back home, I meant our dorm. Dinner? 7-11 food again! Well, don't ask why, we love their food -.-

Me and CF wanted to jog/run first before having dinner but the facilities downstairs were spoilt. Thought of to run around our area, it started raining. FINE. *give up* 

Had some talk with the girls after dinner on the dining table. Day end..



Day 8: 10 Dec

I am here blogging while cf and ht are studying now. We just feel so lazy to go somewhere far and spend money since we already spend some on shopping ytd. So we decided to stay at home until afternoon then go to the Future Park nearby. 

Homesickness and stress still here. How to get rid of them... OMG its just day 8. T.T