OIPP!

Sa-wa-de-kaaa!!! Greeting from Thailand! :)

Hmm I was thinking to blog about this trip everyday but since I will be starting on my project next week, I don't think I will have time anymore. :( SO! I will blog.. maybe at least once a week? Haha! Let's see! 

Alright, let's start from DAY 0!!

It was the day we flew over to Thai. But I was so 'lucky' that I get fever and sore throat the day before our flight! Then after seeing doctor in the morning, grandma, aunt and me headed to airport and had lunch there. Hmm, actually I was a bit disappointed that none of you appeared in the end. If you all are not planning to come, then shouldn't have mentioned about it in front of me. Its like give me some hope and then take it away. Well, it's ok! :)

The journey was delightful!! The scenes were awesome. Since the weather on that day was good, we managed to see clear blue sky, cotton like clouds and ofc the climax is the sunset!!! It was my first time seeing sunset in the plane!!! I meant in such a high gratitude! The feeling was totally different man!! 

Buddies for the next 3 months! :D

This.Is.Like.Heaven!

NICE RIGHT?!?!?!

Hmm, after reaching the dorm we were greeted by the in-charge, Pee Pex! (Pee means sister in thai) haha! THE DORM WE STAYING IS AWESOME!! Big, clean, comfortable and with air-con. Hehe we were VERY surprise when we first stepped in! Totally out of our expectations! :D

Btw, we bought dinner from the airport and after settling our luggage, we headed to the canteen to microwave our fooddd! (We can't eat inside the room .__.) And of course to call our parents to 报平安! We didn't have simcard yet so we used public phone. I nvr use public phone anymore after primary school I guess? Haha so here are some 'funny scenes'!! 

Le ChuiFann :)

Le HweeTing :)

And this is our first dinner in Thai~

Alright thats all for Day 0! Stay tune for my next post! :D

Exhausted

F.I.N.A.L.L.Y!!!!! I am done packing.. I've been packing for 2-3 days not only for my trip but also for house moving. It was SUPER TIRING!!! REALLY NO JOKE MAN. I am having a severe headache and sore throat now.. Why now?! *SIGH* Just hope that I won't have fever tmr. PLEASE. 

I don't feel excited anymore. I just feel so tired and I want a good sleep.. I've not been sleeping well these 2 days. Besides, I am still thinking of the world ending soon. Haha u guys are laughing at me now right? I just scared the world will REALLY END. If the world is going to end, pls at least let me see my dad first. <3

Today, I had a great evening. A really great one.. I guess that was the ONLY time I enjoyed walking home. 15-20mins seems like 1 min only LOL. However, when I thought about it after that, it actually meant nothing. Everything was just my imagination. The happiness came from my imagination and day-dreaming. Hais.. If I was born with pretty face and slim body will everything be different right now? Yes, definitely I guess. Haha. Anw, I am always thankful that I was born healthy! U may buy happiness but not health. And thanksgiving is one of the moral values that I always remind myself to practice. When u complaining that u have no beautiful shoes to wear, think about those people with no legs. I REALLY DON'T LIKE people who don't feel thankful at all about what they are having and instead complaining all the time. -.- Please la.

Alright, I shall go drink salt water now. Really, its getting worse :(

Thoughtsssss..

21st Dec 2012. A familiar date for you? Yes, researchers predicted that the world is ending soon. In fact, is like what 3 days in the darkness, negative 50 degree celcius etc. Then after 3 days everything will back to normal. If thats really going to happen, I doubt who could survived under that kind of extreme conditions. WELL. I started to feel insecure and nervous after reading so many world-ending-related articles. Hahahaha! Sometimes I laughed at myself too for thinking too much. I have a long list of things that I want to do, achieve and experience! I really pray hard and hope the world is not ending.....

Time checked- 11:45pm!!! I should be sleeping but I got this 'feel' to blog now haha! Usually I will think A LOT before falling asleep. I would day-dream, play scenarios in my mind, and talk to myself. I think is normal. RIGHT?! HAHA! 

After yesterday night movie session, I was so hyper even until now! Hmm I just wondered, 如果有一天,我没有价值了,你还会把我当好朋友吗? I think all these were just 礼尚往来. I should not think too much and misunderstand it. But my brain just failed to control my heart, as usual. I am quite confused about my own feelings and I am so tempted to ask. LOL. NO, I told myself. Simply because I don't want to lose such a great friend like you. Just let everything freeze in their own positions :) 

The moment I finished typing the last sentence, I heard: "Can don't???" -.-
I don't know what myself want la. So irritating! Tsk. 

ENOUGH. GO SLEEP MUN EE!!! GOODNIGHT WORLD. 
#nowplaying Wedding Dress-TaeYang
I really love the melody of this song!! Definitely one of my favorite korean songs!!! 

OH YEA! HOW CAN I FORGET THIS. HELLOOO LADIES AND GENTLEMAN!!!! TOMORROW MY LAST DAY IN CGH!!! There were a lot of painful memories and tears. But everything has come to an end now!! YAY!!!!! Again, must thanks all my awesome classmates for their love and support since year 2 sem 2. 
I WILL NEVER FORGET, HOW WE WON THE BATTLE TOGETHER!!! 
3 cheers for BMS! *hiphip hurray* *hiphip hurray* *hiphip hurray* !!!!

OKAY. I am really going to sleep le. kekeke.. 

P/S: I must finish packing my luggage tmr!!! *fingers crossed*

Faceofman

I just quitted my very first part-time job as a receptionist yesterday..

There are few reasons, mainly because I going Thai next month and the job was quite boring sometimes.

Nonetheless, I learnt a lot and meet nice people for the past 5 months!! After starting working, I regretted that I didn't take up part-time job earlier, like during year 1 or so. Then I will be able to save more $$.. Hais.. 

Alright, back to Faceofman! It is a facial treatment salon for man. There are few branches and I was working at the Orchard branch. It was my first job so I was super nervous during the interview back then! Hmm the one who interviewed me was Chris. He is super friendly, smart and casual man. He is the founder aka 'big boss' of the company. He always told me study is more important at my age but part-time job is another channel to learn things. During the interview, he told me I will learnt a lot from my job since this is my first job. Haha hence proven! I did. He is really nice like he will always encourage me and wished me when I told him I need to take off for exam.. (Errr they allowed me to take off for my exam etc without scolding! AWESOME RIGHT? HAHA)

Next! My manager Jerome!!! He is a good leader, a humorous and funny man & he LOVES to tease people!! I remembered he teased me on my first day of work!! However, he is very serious when it comes to work and customer services. Of course, he taught me what are customer services. :) He always talk to me during free time, give me useful advices, concern about my studies and yesterday he told me where are the fun places to visit in Thailand. Haha and he always ask me go eat! LOL! Because usually I'll have my lunch first before going to work and then have dinner after work. But he scared I starved myself during work so he keep asking me to go eat smtg!   

Last but not least! My pretty colleague, Jayce! She is Malaysian too and she travelled between JB and SG everyday. Ahh how tiring! She is talkative, friendly, and nice!! She always share her stories with me like where she planning to go for vacation.. What movie she going to watch.. What are nice to eat..and so on! My work day would be super super boring without her!! She even bought me souvenirs after coming back from HK! And guess what, she helped me do free treatment during free time when there were no customers!! I was really sad yesterday because she didn't came to work! I couldn't say goodbye to her... :(

Ahh almost forget! There is one more colleague called Linda! She just transferred from Roxy branch to Orchard branch 2 weeks ago. So I wasn't close to her but she is super random! Haha! She always joke around and laugh freely! She was kinda shock when I told her ytd was my last day of work. She even asked when I will be back and asked me to take care.. aww~ how sweet!

SEE!! This is how lovely my work place was!! There were no politics, no fighting, no arguing, no back stabbing, no boot licking at all. I feel so upset that I didn't get a chance to take a group photo with them! T.T I will definitely go back to visit them after my Thai attachment! 

On a side note, they all kept asking me to go for their 20th Anniversary Celebration Dinner but I was absent in the end as I was having my attachment on that day and I guess it will be kind of awkward at such occasion.. :P 

Alright!! What I exactly learnt there was.. mainly customer services. I get to see A LOT of people with different attitudes! Some customers were nice, humble although they are rich, and always feel thankful. There was one customer who treated us chocolate on his birthday! And there was another customer who asked me what I currently studying and give me some advices on my future studies! Of course there were some bad ones. Luckily I didn't meet any but my colleagues! In terms of skills, they taught me basic face cleansing and how to apply & remove mask etc. Besides, I gained some extra knowledges about skin care. :)

OVERALL! IT WAS A GREAT AND AWESOME EXPERIENCE FOR ME!!! I am so blessed that I meet lovely colleagues and customers. I am so thankful that my first job was this unforgettable! Although it was just part-time, I will never forget my first pay of my life! I know earning money is not easy but now I know how HARD it is. Also I really cannot juggle between work and studies especially during exam period, thats why I took off to study. Must salute those who work part-time and study at the same time OR those who work and study part-time! It is really NOT EASYYY!! 

ALL THE BEST TO THEM AND MYSELF!! Such a long post! Haha! BYE! ^^

The man I love the most!

Apparently, I have a date with my dad every sunday! Which is webcam with him. Unless I am busy or having exam if not I've never failed to online. Haha! 

Oh well. Today is sunday again! Usually I'll call him around 12pm as US is 12 hrs earlier than us. So 12am will be the timing that he finished bathing after work. Yea, he finished work very late everyday like 10-11pm.. :( And he only get one day off every week..

So today our topic was around my coming 3 months overseas attachment in Thailand. Remember when I first told him I've decided to go Thailand for overseas attachment, he said yes and gave permission immediately after he asked whether I've think about it properly or not. Haha! Not that he don't care at all but was because he always trust me 100% and support my decision no matter what. (Hmm that's how I learned to be responsible on my own decisions!) 
Although I can tell that he is a bit worried about the safety there, but he never try to convince me to not go for it. Instead, he told me it will be a great experience and asked me to learn as much as I can. Subsequently, he became less and less worry as I told him more details about the trip. Dad, I promised I'll take good care of myself there! :)

Now, my trip is considered 'confirm' but we still waiting for the official confirmation letter from them. Then only we can apply for visa, buy air ticket etc. My beloved dad has started to worry about my expenses there. Actually I've told him the monthly pocket money that he gave me would be enough to cover my expenses over there as accommodation is provided by the company. But today he told me he decided to give me extra SGD 500 for the trip. I SAID I DON'T WANT because one of the reasons I choose Thai was because the expenses there is relatively cheaper compared to Aus or US. I believe the pocket money he gave and my savings would be more than enough to cover the expenses in Thai. I just don't want to increase his burden anymore. However, he INSISTED no matter what I said. He said: "just eat whatever u feel like eating, buy whatever u feel like buying.. Don't live frugally and save money excessively.. " So in the end I have no choice but to say yes.

I am a bit spoilt by my dad but luckily I am not those who will spend money on unnecessary things. Hahahaha of course sometimes I love shopping as any other girls out there too!! I will definitely control myself to not spend too much there on shopping although all the clothing and stuffs there are CHEAPPPPPP!!! "CHEAP DOESN'T MEANT YOU HAVE TO BUY IT!" Bear this in mind MUNEE!! I will only use that 500 bucks during emergency situations. *promised myself*

From this post, u might get some ideas why my dad is my hero all along. He is such an awesome dad not because how much money he gave me but the love & trust! ^^

#HAPPYGIRL_92

Just A Dreammmm..

Didn't update my blog for quit a while! Basically because my life is too boring that I got nothing to blog about haha! Everyday wake up early, go work, end work, go home, eat dinner, watch tv, sleep early then repeat the whole process. Weekends? Spend saturday working part time and sunday resting at home. Of course, will hang out with friends sometimes.. :)

Well, I am sick. Again. This is the 2nd time for these 2 months! My immune system was consider good all along but keep falling sick since I started my attachment :( Must be the germs! I am wrapping wanton while writing this... SIGH! Spent my whole sunday sleeping only.. (Hmm, is not like I will do smtg productive if I don't sleep hahahaha!) 

I tend to 'tehhh' people when I am sick. When I was kid I will 'teh' my daddy but now I got no one to do so.. Fall sick? U deserve it. Go eat panadol and sleep the hell over it. Thats what I told myself. I want to be strong but as an ordinary girl I do hope that I have a bf who would buy porridge to visit me when I am sick and when I really need someone to lean on. HAHA Just kidding.. Not that I am desperate. Please don't use 'desperate' to describe me. I HATE that. 

Alright back to the title!! I HAD A REALLYYY REALLY SWEET DREAM YESTERDAY!!! Maybe some of you guessed it correctly already haha! YES! I dreamt of CNBlueeee~ Hehehe.. Can't remember every single details of the dream but overall it was a sweet one! A bit dramatic thou.. But who cares! HAHA! Just a dream what! MINHYUKKKKK!!! AHHHHHH!!! HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!! 

CUTE NOT?!

His smile nvr fail to kill me..

I love the most when he is concentrating and focusing 100% on his drum! He is always playing  his drum set happily at the back! I wondered why they let such a cute drummer sit at the back not the front! LOL! <3

P/S: 只有在梦里,我才有机会当女主角.. 多么希望我永远都不用从梦里醒过来..

About My BIG Day..

30 Sept. It is a day that I always looking forward to but from time to time, I wish the last day of Sept is 29..

Yes, basically it is my big day. But maybe not many of you know.. My family don't have the tradition to celebrate everyone birthday. Its just like any other ordinary day and my grandmom will always said: Ohh birthday only marh, every year also have one what.. Whats the point of celebrating.
But for me, I have ONLY ONE birthday EVERY YEAR. 

Every year on my birthday, I really wish someone, somehow could prepare a surprise or at least celebrate for me. What I meant by 'celebrate for me'? 

First, celebrate on my actual birthdate. Not belated or advance? Cus.. that will be someone else birthday not mine. But of course, I really appreciate those who willing to put in effort and celebrate belated for me la.. Like my MB04 buddies.. :) 
P/S: Saarah's cupcakes really NICE AND AWESOME!!! YUMMMYY!!!

Second, I really wanted a birthday cake with my name written on it. As I never had one before.. REALLY!! All along, even when I got a birthday cake, it actually meant for grandmom as her birthday is usually few weeks after mine. Relatives will bought/make her a cake. Then, she will share the cake with me.

Third, candles!! Because I want to make wishes... 

Yea, thats all. As simple as that. But no one have ever done all these to me in my life..

Therefore, I was really emo on that day. My beloved family members all forgotten about my birthday.. My mom, my bros, my grandmom.. Not to mention about presents? Haha..

Then.. I didn't go out to celebrate with my friends too because I cannot say like, 'Hey! Its my birthday! Lets hang out and celebrate!' like that right?? And I don't have friends that would come to my house and give me a surprise that kind too..

SO. I spent my big day watching tv, kshow and drama. At night, I cried until I felt tired and fall asleep.. Cried, mainly because I miss my dad so badly. I webcam with him on that day morning, and the first thing he did was wishes me and apologized that he couldn't celebrate with me for my birthday and also for my good results. He said:"Mom told me you got good results for your final exam.. but how? I am so far away and couldn't celebrate or buy anything for you.. Hmm, I will buy you something and celebrate with you when I am back ok? What do you want?" I was about to cry after hearing all these, actually dad, I just want you. I wish you are always by my side. I wish I could see you at home everyday after I got back from shcool. I am always feeling guilty that you  have to work overseas alone, away from home, away from your love ones, just to pay for my school fees and expenses. I am guilty for my selfish decision on coming singapore to study which leads to a heavier financial burden on you. However, I can't do anything to change the situation anymore nor make a U-turn. So what I can do is to study hard and get good results. I want to make you be proud of me because I am really proud to have such an awesome dad like you..

*PHEW* I feel much better after writing all these down! Maybe you will think that I am such a spoilt kid, or I expected too much from people around me etc.. But this is exactly how I feel and what I think. :)