Hi~~

Hiiiiii OMG I am only back to blogging after so long.... Maybe more than a month? Haha! :P

Alright. So my life was real happening for the past one month. I WENT CNBLUE CONCERT!!!!!!! Ok, it was definitely an awesome one!! I am now recovering slowly from the post-concert-withdrawal-illness!! HAHAHA! I am not going to share how awesome and fantastic the concert was because I know I can't stop sharing once I started!! Just wanted to say CNBLUE REALLLYY DAEBAK!!! Their live performances was so great that it makes me considering going for their concert in Msia this coming Aug!! :))

But this is a CNBlue VS Money battle.. Its really hard to chooosee... T.T

Besides, I found a full-time waitressing job! It was one of the reasons I stop blogging for a while cus I ended work late everyday and I really don't feel like doing anything after reaching home.. Really. Usually I just bathed and sleep. LOL. Let's hope everything goes well and I could master everything soon! 

Lastly, I am so looking forward to my graduation ceremony next month!! Mom said she is considering coming cus the long bus ride is really tiring for her. :/ Really hope she can come cus  dad will not be there and I hope at least she can be there to share my happiness and achievements.. Actually I hope my whole family can attend so that we can take a family picture tgt..and then go for a dinner after that..  Hahahaha! ^^

P/S: Waiting for the announcement of LKY Award winners these days because I guess the results will be out SOON. I really hope I can get it.. This award is so prestigious u knw?! 

Alright... Thats all I wanted to share!! BE HAPPY AND GOODNIGHT!! :*

CNBLUE'S CONCERT TICKETS!!

HEHE!!! YES! CNBLUE IS HOLDING A LIVE CONCERT IN SPORE ON 13RD APRIL!!!!

Since the day they announced it, I have decided to go! CNBlue is my favourite kpop group so how could I miss the chance and not go for their live performances!! They are real talented and I admire them so much! I believe they will rock the stage on that day!!! HEHE! Can’t wait!!

Alright, first of all of course is to get the concert ticket. I am really a noob on this as I have never been to any concert before nor purchasing any tickets online.. -___-

Therefore, I consulted my friend who has been to N concerts before for some advices hahahaha! Finally I decided to buy at sistic counter because I don’t have any credit cards that could do online payment and also I don’t have friends who could help me buy online.. According to my friend, I should go queue up early in the morning like 730am since ticket sales at counters starts at 10am. And go to those really ulu and deserted place so the queue would be shorter.

I have heard of friends and reported news saying that they need to queue for so long or even overnight just to buy kpop concert tickets. Besides since online sales starts 1 hour earlier I am so scared that I couldn’t get any ticket in the end..  But still I have to go and queue to try my luck! :D

SO TODAY IS THE DAY!! Never know buying concert ticket is such a hard core. I was staring at the seating plan for the whole day yesterday yet I still couldn’t make up my mind on which area/ block I want. Hmm yea, so I woke up 7am in the morning and reached the deserted place, Sembawang Shopping Center at about 8+. Hahaha why deserted because it isn’t near mrt station, I meant is not walking distance from any mrt station, we have to take shuttle bus or public bus to get there.

The mall just opened when I reached so I decided to go in and checked if there were any people inside. Near the counter there was a girl sitting there so I guessed she is buying CNBlue conert tickets too! Haha. I approached her and she said her sis is camping in front of lappy while she came to queue just in case. Yea, this is the PLAN my friend was talking about! LOL! The perfect plan to make sure you will get the tickets in the end.

Therefore, I was 2^nd in the queue. Subsequently, some girls came and queue behind us. Overall, the queue was short. Seems I choosed the correct place! (Or CNBlue isn’t that popular?!) HAHA! At about 9am+ the girl in front of me told me her sis just gotten the tickets online and she is leaving! She got those good view seats and she told me seats available left not much only.  I was so jealous! IF only I could buy online tooo..  30 more mins to 10am, I got so bored and talked to the girl behind. She told me she gotten the tickets online too! So now she is q-ing to collect tickets only. She said 2 of her friends doing online purchasing, another friend queue at another place while she queue here. FINE. -.-

LUCKILY IN THE END I GOTTEN MY TICKETS TOO!!! TADAAA!!! Althou I am not sure whether I could see them from my seats but thinking about listening CNBlue live is enough to made me HIGH!!! CNBLUE FTW!! YAY!!

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I AM BACK!!

HI EVEYRONE! I officially ended my attachment in Thailand and so I am unofficially graduated from my 3 yrs diploma course now!!! Mixed feelings..

The past 3 months was an awesome, amazing and enriching one.. I was having a very heavy heart yesterday before leaving and cried so many times while saying goodbye to my lovely mentor, colleagues, dorm sister, chicken rice stall aunties, indonesian friends etc.. I always imagine myself leaving the place happily on the last day but it didn't turned out that way haha! 

In fact, the sad feelings started to kick in after I done with my presentation which was 2 days before I leave. All the memories we all shared kept replaying themselves in my mind. I couldn't help but burst into tears. There are too much I want to share here but seriously I don't know where to start!! I will post again about this trip soon or later after I've gotten all the photos from HT ok! :)

Right now I still couldn't believe I am in Spore alr. LOL. Need some time to adapt. My room is in a mess, my wardrobe is so small, my table seems shrink a lot too. OMG I AM MISSING THAILAND! I've never expect to receive so much love from them so it was a bit overwhelmed for me. :'))

THANK YOU SO MUCH! THANK YOU ALL FOR MAKING THIS THE BEST TRIP IN MY LIFE!! I WILL NEVER EVER FORGET ANY ONE OF YOU. <3

JIA YOU!!!

Time checked: 2:50AM. Yes I am still awake while my 2 lovely roommates are having their sweet dreams now LOL.

More and more and more works started to pile up which include daily journal, the final report, final presentation, uni application stuffs and weekly journal. T.T 

During work hours I was soooooo busy and occupied that I don't even have time for water break so don't mention about writing my daily journal in the lab.. Everyday have to bring the lab notebook back home and work on it. Sometimes might even need to prepare for the next day tasks which include calculations and all. After I done with all these, I must start working on the FINAL LONG report because there is only 3 more weeks left before my attachment end. So yeaa.. Really tired to the max!!! 

On top of that, Spore local uni application is opened so I feel quite stress on the application stuffs because of all the documents submitting, financial assistance application, scholarships application datelines. I am still worrying on how could I pay for the super expensive fees. I told my parents I will get loan but in fact I can't get 100% loan from bank and I don't think I can get any scholarships due to the high competitiveness... Asking dad to pay would be my last choice or it will not even be in one of the choices! Because I REALLY can't do this. I can't spend his savings anymore! Thats my parents saving! How can I be so selfish and used up all their savings just for my education?!?! NO WAY! Work part-time? Of course I will but I don't think its enough thou. Worst come to worst, work first then study? By then I will not have the motivation anymore.. I know myself well. -____- Some says its just an excuse because if you really want to study timing is not a problem.. :/

Ok, anw I should just apply first. Yeap back to the point, like they say u need to submit this by when, need to apply this by when, must send all these docs in, must mail this mail that within how many days after applying BLA BLA BLA. The worse is I am now in Thai.. Have to really ask for help from close friends because it seems like nobody could help me with all these. Parents, siblings, aunties and uncles all aren't familiar with all these thingy. *SIGH*

梦想归梦想,现实归现实. 有时候美丽的梦想背后是一个残酷的现实. 我的梦想真的能够实现吗? 还是我的梦想其实是建筑在家人的肩膀上? 如果是的话, 那我宁愿放弃.可是..我好像做不到.. 我好自私啊. 没有了梦想, 那我是什么? 

我觉得好惭愧. 一直到这一刻, 我还是觉得自己很自私.. 一句要出国读书的话, 让爸爸受了不少苦.家人从来都不觉得这是一个负担, 这让我觉得更加惭愧了! 为什么我给他们的爱总比他们给我的少! 

好像有点写太多了! 哈哈. 晚安!

物以类聚,人以群分

People with similar mindset will automatically cliqued together. Thats roughly what the idiom above trying to say. :)

Okay, shall not begin writing the stories out! Haha if not I guess I won't be able to control myself on where to stop!! 

Let's share something ROCKKKK HERE!!!! CNBLUEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!! WOOOHOOOO!!!

I am so proud to be a Boice!! CNBlue latest comeback was BEYOND AWESOME!!!!! The new album was.. Expected but a bit unexpected? Hahaha! Means still got surprise la! Expected was they are still as rock as before! OH YAY! YORRR! A bit surprised was their song became more mature and I feel like they have 'grown up' a lot in some sense.. Hahaha this is funny. But yea, since all of the members started acting and have individual activities and all. Each of them has their own strengths, talent and attractions. It became so hard to choose a bias!!! Hahahaha as you know my bias was MinHyuk, the drummer but now I LOVE ALL OF THEM. :D

Another interesting issue was that they pay for the stage installation fee and for all the necessary equipments in order to play live on korean music shows!!! These guys are just (Y)(Y). Its so good to see them enjoying themselves on stage. Thats charming enough! 

Let me share you these 2 videos that featuring their LIVE comeback stage with my favourite songs from this album!!!! 

I guess most of you will like the first song, 'More Than You'. Haha because I had this love-at-first-heard feel when I first listen to this song. It is not a rock song so I guess u guys will enjoy it! Can't deny that Jong Hyun voice is sexyyy! And not to forget he composed the song!

Next, the title track, 'I am Sorry' and another song, 'Coffee Shop' were composed by Leader Yong! I think it is not easy for them to convince the company to use their self-composed song as title track!! Anw, these 2 songs are rock style which perhaps not all people like it. U might not like it when you first listen to it but after listening twice, thrice.. It was quite addictive!!

WELL DONE CNBLUE!! U GUYS ROCK!!! ^^

An Unordinary Friday!

TGIF EVERYONE!! Yeap it's weekend again!!! YAY!!!

Today was a memorable day for me...  :)

First, I woke up from a sweet dreams! Haha! I always dreamt of the person I think about before falling asleep.. Sadly, I couldn't recall whats the dream was about!

Secondly, I had a long chat with my mentor, Pee Koy (Pee means sister in Thai!) today while doing work together. The tasks for this morning was rather simple and relax so when we were sitting together doing work, she started to ask me questions about my future plan, studies, family etc. 

She keep telling me don't stress after I told her study in Singapore is very very competitive and stressful. She said if you feel stress don't jump down just come Thailand and study! Hahaha! And from what she told me, admission to Thailand universities isn't based on high school results but universities entrance examination. Hmm, like a stress only?! If you screwed up the entrance exam means cannot go uni?! After that we chat a lot on education stuffs.. Btw, she was so amazed that we all can speak english and chinese together. LOL. I love talking and chatting with her.. She is REAL friendly but when it comes to work, she became a totally different person! HAHA! In fact, all people in Thai are like that.. I realized it during my first week here!! Kinda scary but its their culture I guess.. Just get used to it will do!! :)

Thirdly, our lab department has this new year lunch party so I was asked to join them too!! Yea, I know New Year was 18 days ago.. But they only have the celebration now. LOL. Overall, the food was good especially the dessert!!!! THE SUPER CHOCOLATY BLACK CHOCOLATE CAKE!!! 90% of the cake are dark chocolate!!! SUPER YUMMMMMYYY!! They bought it from a 5 stars hotel... NO WONDER.... Ahhh I will never forget that taste... HAHA! *PMS*

Fourthly!! Due to the long lunch party in the afternoon, I wasn't able to finish my jobs by 5pm.. So I already prepared myself to work OT, although its a friday but I don't really mind because sometimes I really enjoy working alone quietly in the lab.. Peaceful! Haha!

But then at about 430pm, Pee Koy came over and asked me how much I left and insisted to help me to do half of it.. I said don't need as this is my job! But guess what she said? 

"We all end work and go home at 5pm! So why do you want to OT? U must leave at 5pm with us also!" *followed by a bright smile*

I was totally touched by her words. I don't know how to describe it but I feel like.. They see me as part of their 'family' and don't want to leave me alone.. As compared to SOMEONE who asked me why do I always end work on time, Pee Koy is definitely more human! LOL. 

OK. Its not the end yet! After like 20 mins, another co-worker, Pee Ploy asked is there anything she can help too? Then in the end she helped me to set up french press which I usually spend about 30 mins setting it. 

When I was almost done with my jobs, another co-workers, Pee Bim came and helped me to pack my things and clean up... 

A 'THANK YOU' WASN'T ENOUGH TO TELL THEM HOW MUCH I APPRECIATE THEIR HELP AND KINDNESS! 

It was the first time I received so much help from them. LOL. So for a moment, I think they just want me to leave so that they can lock the room and leave on time. Hahaha.. Ok, whatever. They DID helped me and they are all nice people!!! Always share good food with me, talked to me and all. I feel so welcomed in the lab. Haha! 

Time flies! It is my 7th week here!! Although they are passing more and more work for me to do, I am getting more and more stressful but at least I am learning. Thats the point rightttt!! :D

Let's hope for the best for the remaining 5 weeks!! All the best to me! Keke.

Lazy to count the days..

Hahahaha yes. LAZY. LOL. Its quite annoying to count the days every time before I started writing blog!! So I decided not to count the days anymore. Hehe. But I know its exactly 6 more weeks to end my attachment here! 

Alright, I just finished watching the super hit k-drama, The Moon That Embraces The Sun!! Yes, I am SLOW. It was hit during 2012 and I am like what.. just finished watching now haha. Whatever. I really wanted to recommend u guys to watch this drama!!!! REALLY AWESOME!!! It has been quite some time (hmm shld be very very very long ago) since I addicted to a drama. But this drama was so nice that I finished watching it in 1 week time despite having to work everyday!!! LOL!! So u kinda can guess, the first thing I did when I reached home was on lappy, load drama!! 

Actually after watching the whole drama, I love the first few episodes the most. Which was all the childhood scenes. Like how the main characters meet each other and fell in love when they were young. Really THUMBS UP for all the young actors and actress especially Yeo Jin Goo and Kim Yoo Jung!!! They acted so well that I think they performed better that some of the seniors! If its not them, I don't think I will love this drama that much. Really. Seriously. They are so so so so so fabulous!! Their eyes can tell stories.. And they succeeded in making me cried while watching. LOL.

The YeoYoo couple! Haha!

For the later part of the drama, I was REALLY REALLY impressed by Kim Soo Hyun's acting!! He acted as a King and he killed this role good and dead! All those yelling and heart-breaking crying scenes still fresh in my mind right now. I can say that he is definitely one of the BEST idol actors!! Please give him a loud applause!! 

CUTEST KING EVER LOL!!!

The lead actress.. Ehemm NO COMMENTS. She has very very little facial expression and little chemistry with Kim Soo Hyun. Or should I blame the script writter instead? There was no consistency between the young and teenage character. Kinda ruined the drama, if not it would be perfect! Haha! 

OK!! I am done with my review!!! Time checked 2:07AM!!!! Hungryyyyyy.... I want supppperrrrr.......... *SLAP MYSELF* -________________-

Day 14-34

OH MY GOD.. By just looking at the title, u will know how long I've not been blogging!!!!! Almost a month.. Goshh lazy me~ Actually cannot blame my laziness la, my laziness to blog was mainly due to my heavy workload!! Have been quite busy with my attachment work. Ended work at 5+pm, went home eat and do report then have to sleep alr. I wouldn't want to sacrifices my sleeping time just to blog k.. HAHA! Because sleep, eat and day dreaming are my favourite hobbies ALL THE TIME!! :D

Hmmm if u ask me, I really couldn't remember exactly what happened for the past 20 days!! But I will tryyyy... I remember we went to this shopping mall called Terminal 21!!! It is damn cool because of their overall concept. Its like each floor represent a country and the whole shopping mall is an airport. Whenever you take escalator up or down, there are these departure and arrival signs there. And the point is the decoration on each floor are different and unique! Especially the toilets? HAHAHA! 

We took TOO MANY photos there!! So I just randomly choosed some. It is a really worth visiting place!! HIGHLY RECOMMEND!! KEKE! Btw bought a really pretty dress there! Tadaaa!

CREDITS TO HWEE TING FOR ALL THE PHOTOS! 

Ok. What's next? Hmmm..Christmas? Haha! We went Siam Paragon to watch christmas movie, The Rise of Guardian on the weekend before X'mas. Then on X'mas day itself, we went Future Park to have Pizzzzaaa!! We really ate a lot that day! Kind of scary. 3 of us shared one plate of pasta, garlic bread, chicken wings etc and each of us ate 4 slices of pizza!!!! FOUR! Usually I can only eat 2 slices k?! Its like we were starved for a week. LOL!! 

What else... OK. Should just blog a bit about new year! ^^

It was a very special new year for me! We actually went to Bangkok to stay for 4 days with other TP girls. Went Khao San, Chatucak again, vintage market thenn Asiatique.. We had quite a lot of fun! But we didn't went to countdown with the crowds because it was very crowded and it would be quite dangerous? So we just play with fireworks! A bit disappointing thou but nvm! I know 2013 would be a great year!!! :D All the photos are with HweeTing so I don't have any to upload now! :/

Btw, there is something I want to say! We played fireworks at the railway track near our hotel. It is actually a place where the poors stay. But I realized something.. Sometimes 最简单的才是最幸福的! They built a tent near their houses and blast music the whole day to celebrate new year. At night, they helped us to light up the fireworks and even invite us to dance together with them! They were very friendly! Adults were SO HAPPY dancing around and kids were happily playing fireworks, running here and there. For us the city people, we like to buy new year clothes, new year gifts or at least have a new year feast to celebrate right? But sometimes, a big and costly celebration is not necessary.. I think just a simple ordinary night spend with loves one will do. Simple and warm. :) On the other hand, while we playing with the fireworks, there is this man busying digging something from the garbage bin. Guess he was finding some tin cans or something else that could earn him some money. I feel so helpless and blessed at the same time. Time for self reflection! 

So that's all for this post? Hahahaha I summarized until... :P Pls forgive me...

Happy belated New Year everyone!!! I don't know how you define 'happy' but happiness can be very simple. Have a great year ahead!!! I will blog again whenever I am free! :D