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Sunday, 4 November 2012

The man I love the most!

Apparently, I have a date with my dad every sunday! Which is webcam with him. Unless I am busy or having exam if not I've never failed to online. Haha! 

Oh well. Today is sunday again! Usually I'll call him around 12pm as US is 12 hrs earlier than us. So 12am will be the timing that he finished bathing after work. Yea, he finished work very late everyday like 10-11pm.. :( And he only get one day off every week..

So today our topic was around my coming 3 months overseas attachment in Thailand. Remember when I first told him I've decided to go Thailand for overseas attachment, he said yes and gave permission immediately after he asked whether I've think about it properly or not. Haha! Not that he don't care at all but was because he always trust me 100% and support my decision no matter what. (Hmm that's how I learned to be responsible on my own decisions!) 
Although I can tell that he is a bit worried about the safety there, but he never try to convince me to not go for it. Instead, he told me it will be a great experience and asked me to learn as much as I can. Subsequently, he became less and less worry as I told him more details about the trip. Dad, I promised I'll take good care of myself there! :)

Now, my trip is considered 'confirm' but we still waiting for the official confirmation letter from them. Then only we can apply for visa, buy air ticket etc. My beloved dad has started to worry about my expenses there. Actually I've told him the monthly pocket money that he gave me would be enough to cover my expenses over there as accommodation is provided by the company. But today he told me he decided to give me extra SGD 500 for the trip. I SAID I DON'T WANT because one of the reasons I choose Thai was because the expenses there is relatively cheaper compared to Aus or US. I believe the pocket money he gave and my savings would be more than enough to cover the expenses in Thai. I just don't want to increase his burden anymore. However, he INSISTED no matter what I said. He said: "just eat whatever u feel like eating, buy whatever u feel like buying.. Don't live frugally and save money excessively.. " So in the end I have no choice but to say yes.

I am a bit spoilt by my dad but luckily I am not those who will spend money on unnecessary things. Hahahaha of course sometimes I love shopping as any other girls out there too!! I will definitely control myself to not spend too much there on shopping although all the clothing and stuffs there are CHEAPPPPPP!!! "CHEAP DOESN'T MEANT YOU HAVE TO BUY IT!" Bear this in mind MUNEE!! I will only use that 500 bucks during emergency situations. *promised myself*

From this post, u might get some ideas why my dad is my hero all along. He is such an awesome dad not because how much money he gave me but the love & trust! ^^


#HAPPYGIRL_92









Sunday, 28 October 2012

Just A Dreammmm..

Didn't update my blog for quit a while! Basically because my life is too boring that I got nothing to blog about haha! Everyday wake up early, go work, end work, go home, eat dinner, watch tv, sleep early then repeat the whole process. Weekends? Spend saturday working part time and sunday resting at home. Of course, will hang out with friends sometimes.. :)

Well, I am sick. Again. This is the 2nd time for these 2 months! My immune system was consider good all along but keep falling sick since I started my attachment :( Must be the germs! I am wrapping wanton while writing this... SIGH! Spent my whole sunday sleeping only.. (Hmm, is not like I will do smtg productive if I don't sleep hahahaha!) 

I tend to 'tehhh' people when I am sick. When I was kid I will 'teh' my daddy but now I got no one to do so.. Fall sick? U deserve it. Go eat panadol and sleep the hell over it. Thats what I told myself. I want to be strong but as an ordinary girl I do hope that I have a bf who would buy porridge to visit me when I am sick and when I really need someone to lean on. HAHA Just kidding.. Not that I am desperate. Please don't use 'desperate' to describe me. I HATE that. 

Alright back to the title!! I HAD A REALLYYY REALLY SWEET DREAM YESTERDAY!!! Maybe some of you guessed it correctly already haha! YES! I dreamt of CNBlueeee~ Hehehe.. Can't remember every single details of the dream but overall it was a sweet one! A bit dramatic thou.. But who cares! HAHA! Just a dream what! MINHYUKKKKK!!! AHHHHHH!!! HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!! 

CUTE NOT?!

His smile nvr fail to kill me..
I love the most when he is concentrating and focusing 100% on his drum! He is always playing  his drum set happily at the back! I wondered why they let such a cute drummer sit at the back not the front! LOL! <3


P/S: 只有在梦里,我才有机会当女主角.. 多么希望我永远都不用从梦里醒过来..


Monday, 8 October 2012

About My BIG Day..

30 Sept. It is a day that I always looking forward to but from time to time, I wish the last day of Sept is 29..

Yes, basically it is my big day. But maybe not many of you know.. My family don't have the tradition to celebrate everyone birthday. Its just like any other ordinary day and my grandmom will always said: Ohh birthday only marh, every year also have one what.. Whats the point of celebrating.
But for me, I have ONLY ONE birthday EVERY YEAR. 

Every year on my birthday, I really wish someone, somehow could prepare a surprise or at least celebrate for me. What I meant by 'celebrate for me'? 

First, celebrate on my actual birthdate. Not belated or advance? Cus.. that will be someone else birthday not mine. But of course, I really appreciate those who willing to put in effort and celebrate belated for me la.. Like my MB04 buddies.. :) 
P/S: Saarah's cupcakes really NICE AND AWESOME!!! YUMMMYY!!!

Second, I really wanted a birthday cake with my name written on it. As I never had one before.. REALLY!! All along, even when I got a birthday cake, it actually meant for grandmom as her birthday is usually few weeks after mine. Relatives will bought/make her a cake. Then, she will share the cake with me.

Third, candles!! Because I want to make wishes... 

Yea, thats all. As simple as that. But no one have ever done all these to me in my life..

Therefore, I was really emo on that day. My beloved family members all forgotten about my birthday.. My mom, my bros, my grandmom.. Not to mention about presents? Haha..

Then.. I didn't go out to celebrate with my friends too because I cannot say like, 'Hey! Its my birthday! Lets hang out and celebrate!' like that right?? And I don't have friends that would come to my house and give me a surprise that kind too..

SO. I spent my big day watching tv, kshow and drama. At night, I cried until I felt tired and fall asleep.. Cried, mainly because I miss my dad so badly. I webcam with him on that day morning, and the first thing he did was wishes me and apologized that he couldn't celebrate with me for my birthday and also for my good results. He said:"Mom told me you got good results for your final exam.. but how? I am so far away and couldn't celebrate or buy anything for you.. Hmm, I will buy you something and celebrate with you when I am back ok? What do you want?" I was about to cry after hearing all these, actually dad, I just want you. I wish you are always by my side. I wish I could see you at home everyday after I got back from shcool. I am always feeling guilty that you  have to work overseas alone, away from home, away from your love ones, just to pay for my school fees and expenses. I am guilty for my selfish decision on coming singapore to study which leads to a heavier financial burden on you. However, I can't do anything to change the situation anymore nor make a U-turn. So what I can do is to study hard and get good results. I want to make you be proud of me because I am really proud to have such an awesome dad like you..

*PHEW* I feel much better after writing all these down! Maybe you will think that I am such a spoilt kid, or I expected too much from people around me etc.. But this is exactly how I feel and what I think. :) 

Friday, 31 August 2012

We Broke The Curse

YAY!!! Finally we broke the curse! 

Well.. The story behind...

Ever since our genting trip which was March last year, we nvr ever sing k again together! We tried to date one another for N-times, but there were always something happened in the end or someone couldn't make it last minute. So, we called it a curse! Haa!

But yesterday was the day we broke the curse! Awww~ 3 hrs of k session was extremely awesome! 
LOOK ALIKE?! HAHA! The customized bag tag that we bought for Tricia as belated birthday present! Her favourite Winnie~
I really love the dolphin keychain! Thanks KahWao's souvenirs from Taiwan!
Alright below are some of my favourite camwhore pictures! :)

We're Bueys Family!
From left: KahWao, ShuQi, ME!, Darryl, Tricia
1,2,3,4,5!
5,4,3,2,1? 
This is definitely PHOTO OF THE DAY!





After that, me, Tricia & Kw went KongFu paradise for dinner. Their food was NICE! YUMMY! And price was reasonable as well! 

My favourite dessert of the day! Lava cake! I melted on the first bite! Feel like crying after eating.. LOL!
*BTW, ALL THE PHOTOS CREDITS TO TRICIA & HER SNOW WHITE! HEHE!

This morning, I can't stop smiling to my phone while I was checking out the photo album.. Sometimes, it really doesn't matter what activities to do or what places to go. What matters is WHO. So long as I am with my BFFs, I don't mind going to an island or doing activities that I hate the most. Because I believe everything will turn out fun!! I am so glad to have them in my life.

Wednesday, 29 August 2012

Virgin Post!

Always wanted to start blogging and F.I.N.A.L.L.Y I am doing it now. Hahaa!

Main reason because now I have more time to spend as I just finished my last exam in my entire poly life! The feeling is exactly the same when I finished my SPM that time. NO MORE STUDY until I get in uni (If I manage to) which is probably 1 yr from now. Hehee..

Not sure whether I can maintain my GPA but I've tried my best! Had really pushed myself to the max limit for the past 2 1/2 yrs! Hopefully the outcome would be what I deserve. :)
Well, who knows? #Lifeisneverfair 
and sometimes u need LUCK.

Feel like giving my graduation speech now LOL! But nope. I'll leave it until I officially graduated! (Sigh, 6 more months of attachment)
However, still wanna thanks my family and BFFs who always by my side, keep supporting me when I was mugging.. I feel thankful and blessed. I'm not good at expressing my feelings but I really appreciate it. SO MUCH. <3

SOOO NOW. IT'S TIME FOR CELEBRATION!!! Must make full use of my precious 11 days 'holiday'! Pls look forward my next post! :D